Recognizing My Small Box-
I started to write about my smile of hypnosis and my hair of Samson, only to live in the world that nobody knows the pain circulating through my mind and body. But now as I am always looking at myself from a third person, I no longer live in my body, I’m always looking out and around. What is another writing of pain just to know… so is everybody else!? The one woman who sticks out from the rest is the same as I. She is the woman who also doesn’t live in a her own body. Pain is never ending, but it is about the reaction to pain! It is about The Noble Eightfold Path and The Four Noble Truths. But all in all, The question is, has she revealed herself to stand for who she is because of what she has went through from her past. This is acceptance. So today when she stands looking at herself from the outside, she knows pain is enlightenment, pain is attachment and pain is wisdom. Pain is nothing but a mental war with yourself to keep you in a box that you have control of. When she stands in front of me and we are both talking to each other outside of our bodies, that is when I can finally start to talk to a woman that catches my interest. But that’s just the start. She may not be the one. I am in a low percentage of possibilities. But I know what I stand for.
This is just a sip of tea to start a conversation.
“The Mind of Lorenzo”