Being a Loverboy on Drugs-

Everyday;

Waking up, LSD.

Sunsetting, Ecstasy.

Being a Loverboy and a Hopeless romantic for me is defined to be a way of hallucination. The fiction stories and the fantasies. Never ready to admit all the possibilities of what could never be.

The days and nights of no LSD, no Ecstasy,

is the days the pain seeks.

Thoughts in circles on and off the LSD and Ecstasy. Hallucinating again and again, Overthinking.

The life of a Loverboy and a Hopeless romantic is nothing but hallucinations.

On the other hand the pain ends when the truth syncs in, my heart skips beats but I want it to stop beating too. What hurts is, the next possibility of love in my life with someone else, I am fully devoted, the LSD and Ecstasy comes again.

In spite of everything;

The hardest part is my heart never really knows when the end is, no matter how much pain comes along.

The addiction to the drugs;

The Loverboy.

I ask more questions of, do you miss me, what can I do for you because you are more important than me. I never admit the truth to my conscience, I don’t ever want to feel and see the heartbreak coming.

I hang myself on the shelf for you. I want you to read my fiction stories and fantasies, so one day we can make this all reality.

Pick me up and read me, admire me and love what we could be.

Read me.

I know we will make everything reality and create our own stories. We can make it anything and everything our minds wants it to be, rather it’s just for me and you, or for the world to see.

But I know right now it’s just ecstasy.

“The Mind of Lorenzo”

Being a Loverboy and Hopeless romantic is a life of hallucinations.