New Problems of Potential and Temptation-

My New Problems; 


So many urges to surrender my soul to your curves. Steady thinking about your thighs squeezing on my cheeks. Who would’ve thought her curves would pinch my nerves. 


But I see so much more potential in between me and you. I see you have all my essentials and I can draw you out in my future. I see what you can be. Your theme song when I see you needs to be P.Y.T.!  I want to show you the blueprint to our love one day. Drawing and sketching out your soul... each soft stroke meaning more and more... more than just a sketch. Temptation all about sex, but I see so much more potential in between me and you.  


 I’ll color you in one day, light on the edges but darken the colors of your soul, but brighten your heart like you are sunflower. I see you have the type of heart that’s ready for war. I see you can be true and pure. 


But My New Problems; 


I see myself tossing you on my bed, face first. My soul vibrating and my heart pacing wanting to use all my aggression as I slide your paints off then grab your hands together. I smack your ass, knowing it’s hurts you but for some reason you love it…, because you feel my energy right as I smack it and take off your shirt, then I begin to kiss you from the back down...



my conscience again;

But, I gotta show her... I’m different and the sketches of her could be beautiful like her laying in nothing but sunflowers as I’m taking all her photographs. But I am only visioning you in sunflowers all nude. I don’t want to be too aggressive and or be rude. I gotta relax and let her know that the sins of temptation doesn’t win. 



I win, I win. 


I am different and enlightened. I see the potential. I know I’m too caught in the vision of her and her. I know they hate me because my beliefs in polygamy. So my mind wants to give up knowing she doesn’t vision all that. I know I’ll skydive and land face first like she suppose to be. 


My New Problems. 



Where do I want to be with her,


Where do I want my life to be, 


I know what I see. 



Risk it for one but live in temptation in-believing another life was meant for me. 



Polygamy. 



My New Problems. 



Risking it for one, something in my soul feels horrible for the other potential lovers I never gave the full chance because of my beliefs. 


Let the suffering become enlightenment. I am a good ball of energy always seen differently. They shall enjoy the happiness of thy like I do for them. I know they’ll support and understand thy. 


My mind does nothing but ponder on the two quotes. 

“Right understanding means to understand things as they really are and not as they appear to be. It is self-examination and self observation.”


Piyadassi Thera 


“Man falls from the pursuit of the ideal of plain living and high thinking the moment he wants to multiply his daily wants. Man’s happiness really lies in contentment.”


Mahatma Gandhi 




Trevon Moreno