Enteral Light-

Looking down seeing myself through the reflection of the water on the ground. I’m seeing the street lights and maybe an eternal light too. Mentally I’m low with the ripples of the water as the drips flow down the street after each drip of my tears;

Sacrificing my soul to the highest power of vibrations, time and energy because I was addicted to hope and dreams.

“The Mind of Lorenzo” 

A lot of people live off highs and getting high, asking do I smoke too? Sometimes I wanna ask what are you hidin? But sometimes I know it’s for other people just to see the beauty in themselves and or in their art too. 

I’m earthy so I stay grounded,  but I do always overthink trying to collect all the vibes, sniffles, and humble cries; my mind lost in thoughts of everything, the seductions even my soul takin by abductions, thinkin about my brother; and my fathers other daughter and son. I sometimes wanna go ahead and love you, I wanna show them I am their sun, because I know he isn’t. Should I smoke to that...? 

Forcing myself to be delirious. 

Another care; praying and asking why won’t anybody take me serious. I’m chasing that feeling. They see me as peaceful but never ask what’s goin on inside. I got myself and I am ok but it’s just good to know other hearts share. From time to time I see my tears in the gravity, nobody floating or levitatin with me even when I don’t get high, meditation and elevatin, I try to live off my positive vibes and highs. 

Then, 

 I gave up and sacrificed my soul to you. I love you and I live with you in the skies. Praying when all is done I’ll be an Almighty High.