The New Snowman-
Poetic and well-rounded, some like to cuddle up around it and love it and some wanna leave for the toxic. I did everything for you. But you still leave me and leave me clueless. A lowkey way to diss, Sometimes I want the kiss, just to know it wasn’t me.
Too many times I wonder off feeling like nobody. Dead in place as my soul wonders off contemplating why didn’t you invest in me. Me and the apple tree? No…the weed tree! Return my key, before I drink my Rémy. I need my heart again, it’s my trophy.
I tell myself, Poetic and well-rounded, some like to cuddle up around it and love it and some wanna leave for the toxic.
In the back of my mind too, I tell myself the next guy you’re with will just be pathetic. Soon, I’ll write about it, imma type away and be poetic. My body and soul is sick. Writing heals me. If not I stay frozen.
No emotions, no more motions; one arm, one eye, no nose, the snowman; me. The hurt of the poetic and well-rounded. What if I become the toxic? Or am I the toxic one because I complete all the fantasies and open what the average eyes can’t see? Unrevealing all the different energies?
Supplying the money? Please save me from these thoughts, I am just being me.
“The Mind of Lorenzo”
“I don’t understand you a lot of times tbh Tre. You’re very preservative or idk quiet about a lot of your personal stuff. I feel like you buy me things to make up for it too. It’s nice and I love it, not a lot dudes have ever done things like you have for me. Honestly I don’t know how you do it either. I have no idea how you pay for half things you bought me. Our sex is amazing, guys definitely aren’t as open as you are in the sex world with the toys and “oral stuff.” Idk you have this whole mysterious energy and I guess that’s what kept me interested in you. But i didn’t know how long it was going to last before I really get to know who “Tre was.” I was nervous to catch feelings and find out things about you that I don’t like because of a lot things I don’t know about you yet. The whole mysterious, buy me things, spontaneous is only cute and interesting for so long. You are seriously the best quality guy I’ve dated so far. Trust me when I walked in your place I knew you were on a different level. I just don’t know what to do with you tbh. Where we were going with this? I know I shouldn’t say things like this around Valentine’s Day. and yes I know that writing was about me. and I know I low-key did you wrong for just leaving out but I just didn’t know anything about us. And I know you always just told me the truth I guess I was just catching feelings too soon and didn’t know what I was getting myself into.”
i needed it.
